What's Up

I haven't written much here or in my paper journal for a month because life is so busy.

But I'd just like to give you a list of the stuff that's been going on.

1. colleges. Gotta get my BYU application in... and then there's the scholarships. Ugh. I hate them. None of them apply to me and the ones that do require some time-consuming project that I just can't get done.
2. Camelot. I'm learning to like it. I've met some sophomore friends that I like a lot. Chiv, Thaddeus's Brother, and a girl I'd like to call Googly eyes (cuz she likes Thaddeus's brother, and whenever he's in the room she stares at him with these lovestruck stars in her eyes. CUTE) But yeah, things are getting better. I'm really getting to like the guys, in particular. They're just fun to be around. They're in for a good time and I really like just living happy. That's what they allow me to do.
3. Just finished volunteering for John Kline and I got to shake the man's hand. I've shaken a politician's hand... don't know if I should feel contaminated or proud. Haha. No really, Kline's a cool guy.
4. I'm still chatting with Thaddeus a lot. We've come to grips with our differences and accepted them. I tell him all my problems. The only thing I don't feel comfortable talking to him about is how much I really love him. He always says, "Nah, you'll get over me."
Until this one time... when he was like, "You know, I have mixed feelings about you liking me. Sometimes I want you to stop, but other times I'm like, 'Yeah! Chicks dig me!'" That makes me feel a little better... the knowledge that he at least somewhat appreciates my affections. He calles me Stenny, because apparently I write things down like a stenographer. That makes me feel better.
4. School. Ugh. I've got two papers, two textbook chapters, 3 notebook entries, and a bunch of math and science to do. No time to do it. That's why I think i'll sign off now... till next time.